What I Want To Achieve By The End Of This

WE ARE NEARLY THERE

I have been so focused on getting through my days that I've lost touch of myself and my goals. So I have decided that I am going to set myself a few small goals that I want to achieve by the end of this year seeing as we don't have that long left of it.... WHERE HAS 2017 GONE??? It's so important to have things to look forward to and to have things that you want to tick off your 'life is falling in to place' list so that you can look back and be proud of yourself rather than dwelling on some of the shitty things life seems to love to throw at us all. 

1. CREATING LOADS MORE FUN MEMORIES

This one is a constant goal of mine. I couldn't imagine a life that was dull and so for me creating memories I'll remember forever and can look back and think wow I was having such a great time are so important to me. After a really fun summer I want to be able to carry that on in to the last couple of months because for me this is my fav time of year and luckily I've met someone who loves it equally as much! After what seemed like I would be miserable forever (god damn boys hey) I'm building my bridge and getting over a crappy month and finally looking forward to more exciting and more adventurous times ahead with some pretty great people. Creating memories is what you'll remember a few years down the line not that your boss changed your rota a week before so you have to work a whole weekend when you had important plans (I'm a bit bitter but I will get over it). 

 

2. FIGURING MY CAREER OUT... KIND OF

By this I don't mean that I'm not happy with the job I have now or that I want to leave but more I want to discover more of what I can get out of what I'm doing now and how it is going to help me get more into the fashion industry. I'm ready to settle down (sounds more scary then it is) but I don't want to be unhappy in what I do so by the end of the year I want to of at least got myself out there a little bit more so I can discover what I can go in to next and how I am going to get there. It's always good to have a career aspiration and for me because I haven't gone to uni it's all about how I can get myself up the ladder and out there in the fashion industry so this goal is super duper important to me. 

3. TO GET MYSELF OUT THERE

Do you know what I am so ready to start a fresh on the dating thing because I am not good at it and what I'm going to do is just go with the flow. See a cute guy on a night out? cool get a free drink and move on... joking but if that ever does happen to me (because it really never does) maybe I'll actually have a chat rather than running off to dance because that's the only thing I know how to do. I also just want to have fun and be free because for a few years now I've been committed to finding 'the one' but I'm young and I really do not need to be wifed up just yet. I'm taking a step back and hopefully one day it will just happen.... a girl can dream right?

4. TO KNOW MY WORTH

I will be the first to say that I am not the most confident of people. I really get knocked down when someone says one tiny thing or points out a flaw I have and I don't think that will ever really changed BUT I really want to start knowing how great I am. That might sound big headed but I'm past the point of caring now because if you don't think you can be great then who else will. I can't change myself and to be honest I don't want to anymore because I have people in my life that remind me of how good a person I can be and they matter the most but I really want to change how much I care about other peoples opinions of me who have done ME wrong. All I can say is FUCK YOU. 

So there are some of the goals I want to achieve by the end of the year and hopefully they will make me more happy, more loving and more adventurous because the year can only become better if I allow it. Have a cracking week.. over and out. 

Soph x